Today’s prompt is “Something You Have to Forgive Yourself For”
Ugh. I don’t know what to say for this one really. Because there’s nothing I beat myself up for really that I can forgive myself for. Except gaining weight and honestly, I should be beating myself up for that. Freaking fatty. Oh sorry. That was me talking to myself again. Everything that I’ve done that I’m “mad” at myself about I have good reason to be and really they’re all pretty unforgivable or else I would have already gotten over it. Most of the time I have to forgive myself for NOT saying what I really want to say. I always say “And then out loud I said.” Because that’s what I do. Most of what I want to say to people is under my breath or in my head. Or said to a sympathetic person. I don’t ever say anything that I need to say to the person that needs to hear it. This I guess is something that I need to forgive myself for? I dunno. This one is tricky.